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Anonymous: Your letter sounds amazing and heartfelt! i think you might regret it extremely if you end up not planting it with the apple tree. I'm sure he will be privileged to of had such a step daughter who could use her words in such a way to provoke emotions that many people find hard to describe. From the quotes you have stated it sounds well composed and true to everything you feel, Stay strong and i'm sure your step-dad would have adored it! <3

Thank you so much, it means an awful lot. I just don’t think I’ll be able to bring myself to do it, but I’m sure I’ll get around to finishing it at some point. Again, thank you :) <3

Just read through the letter I was writing to my Step dad for the first time in about 2 months. Wow there’s some depressing stuff in here, but I just thought I’d share the one’s I feel comfortable with you guys knowing:

” And if every tear I I have cried for you since you passed pushed you closer to the stars, I would cry for years just for you to shine amongst the constellations”

“I wish I could write intensely beautiful poetry about how much you lit up our world, but I simply can’t fathom the words and I know that’s not what you would have wanted. I can only offer you half talented metaphors about what you meant to us all.”

“You were no angel. And if people were angels, you flew with broken wings.”

“I know we were never really got along whilst you were alive, but we did have our moments. Those moments where you would refer to me as your daughter. Those moments when you used to be proud of me. I miss you, I’m so sorry.”

I don’t know whether to finish my letter or not, so far it’s around three pages long and incomplete, We were going to bury my letter with the apple tree we are going to plant for him. But I don’t know anymore